I'm stuck in the world I've created for myself

But aren't we all ? I started this thinking I'd be able to quell some of my inner demons, get some of it out of me, y'know ? I'm not Emo, though I've seen things that hurt me that would make the present generation think I'm a pussy. The difference in generations, there's the topic of about a million blogs. Not going there tonight. So here's where I'll show you some mental pictures, things I keep inside my head. Some I can't get rid of, others I don't want to, still more I probably should. I'll add some visuals, sometimes, to get my point across.
My world is terrifying. Sometimes I wish I could start again.